Friday, July 19, 2013

i was there



i was there when people dont seems to be care about me.
i was there when i couldnt make a good decision for myself. 
i was there when i cant control my lust and trust.
i was there hoping people to praise me.
 i was there where no one seems to be under me.
 i was there when i feels that i was the only one who is right, and everybody is wrong.
 i was there when i make sins and Allah purify me, and then i make sins again.
i was there when i judge people so much, then i realize that i make mistakes more than them.
i was there where i talk too much, but i didnt act.
i was there when i ignored people so much, until i hurt myself.
i was there when people care about me, but i didnt care about them.
i was there thinking that i need to be with this girl until i die although Islam prevent it.
i was there when people talk good about me, but actually im not.
i was there in the ocean of egoism and entrovert 
i was there where i make decisions take hurt myself and eventually it hurt others too.
i was there thinking that i am clever than other people.
i was there when i act before i think.



I WAS THERE FOR SOME REASON why im not that kind of person today. 
because I know i need to go through this things that Allah showed me, so i wont suffer more in the future if i keep on repeating the same thing day after day. 
i dont want that type of person that are full of madness,egoism,selfish to human and Allah .the things that i'd gone through is a problem that need to be pardon about and managed so i make a wiser decision so i wont fall into the same hole.
Alhamdulillah
and Allah brought me here better, from the person I am before.
Allah showed me the line that He want me to adventure, so He can teach me the meaning of life and how to appreciate a life that are given by Him.
Alhamdulillah, praise be to Allah , he showed me the path that I shouldnt go through, so I wont do the same mistake again and again. 

He make things look dark so i think its good,  i though thats good for me to be dark but then i realize actually its white , im just color blind. 

"Even a clear rain comes from a dark cloud"





"sejarah mengajar kita menjadi lebih dewasa" -Ramli Sarip

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